Fish!

Just re-started on reading the well-known book, Fish!

From it, I understand a lot of problems in my life are, in a way, my fault.

Looking back, I see a pile of toxic energy left behind by me. Starting off as a small piece of homework left undone, it escalated to mulitple homeworks left undone. Each time, I try to avoid doing my work, I furthur increase the toxic energy debt.

And it has always come back to haunt me.

From time to time, I feel drained and tired, like life had suddenly posed no meaning to me at all. In early 2008, this got worse. Every day dragged by and I simply just slept throughout everything. I was grouchy, irritable and if my present self met my past self, I probably would have called him an ass.

Hmm... Needless to say, my results suck. Even now, my work is still somewhat shoddy if it regards work taught in Early 2008. Working hard to catch up. But I must say, Chem is quite the challenge.


Fish! Hmm... How should I say it? In a way, it tells me what Meister Ng has been telling me but yet in another way, it seems to tell me a bit more. Not that I'm saying The Meister is not good or what, but I just seem to understand more from the book.

Choose Your Attitude Everyday
The one thing that keeps getting droned on and on about. Only that in this case, the book told me I had a choice.

I could choose:
1) To sleep at school, and comepletely do nothing good.
2) To just skip school and become a complete rascal and disgrace to myself.
OR
3) I could stop whining about school, take everything as it is and choose to my way of reacting to everything.

I chose 3 today. Well, kinda. Yau still pushed me over. A sign of me needing more training.

But other than that, the day was good! I mean, I didn't sleep at all! At most, I just kind of stared into air but no snoozing! That's good.

But I didn't get recess nor lunch nor breakfast, meaning my stomach ate itself up.

Lol.

So there you have it. First step to a good day, Choose your Attitude for today!